I have been going through a rapid release in the last few weeks and during one of my integrations, this came up as a topic to explore. Let’s see what the guides have to teach us about this topic.
Who will assist us today? Metatron and Xavier will facilitate this conversation, while Seraphim and X will assist us in the discussion. To learn more about the guides, please read our About page. All channeled material is in italics. Beneath the question or heading, in italics, is exactly what I hear from the guides, verbatim.
Metatron: What does it mean, energetically, to fear success?
Seraphim: What we are really speaking of is the inner saboteur. What is the inner saboteur? The inner saboteur is an aspect of self that does NOT want you to be successful. So, that should pique the interest of many of you. Why? Because it is very important for you to validate any channeled material and gauge it against your own truth. So, what should you be asking? Is it even possible for an aspect of self to be so distraught so as to negate any success in your life? It is possible and we will explain why.
When an aspect of self has been hurt by your success, then it begins to conspire against you to be successful. How can this be? There are many variations of different blueprints but we will highlight those reasons that are relevant to those who will eventually read this message. Soul fragments can become disenchanted with success when that success has been hurtful to them. This includes behaviors such as overworking, pushing too hard, taking actions beyond the limits of authenticity of the soul centered self, and substantial people pleasing to earn that success. So, this list is not exhaustive but it is a list that illustrates how an aspect of self can be so disenchanted with the personality that it begins to sabotage its potential success and the attainment of the feeling of success. Do you all understand this? An aspect of self was so hurt by the journey to success such that they become disenchanted with the idea of success. Said differently, success to the personality is failure to the aspect of self because it is so hurtful to what they understand as the self’s soul center that they begin to rebel.
Metatron: How can the personality begin to transmute the inner saboteur?
Seraphim: This is a good question for it is different for other types of soul fragments. In this case, the soul fragment is in the right and the personality is in the wrong. Do you all see this? The personality so offended the soul fragment that they forget their own fragmentation and begin to conspire against you as the personality. Why would this be? You see, soul fragments are actually very motivated to be integrated to the whole. Soul fragments do not just wreak havoc and in fact, when they wreak havoc they do it because they believe you will come into awareness of what will bring them fully into the whole. What will allow them to finally go home and be in their peaceful, neutral state and not be in their fragmented self. When the personality empowers an aspect of self that is so offensive to the soul fragment such that they do not see that pathway to their freedom, this is when they begin to rebel. The body, in some cases, begin to rebel against the well wishing of the personality. In this rebellion, there can be substantial havoc to the personality’s life or even their health.
So, if the personality is in the wrong, what can be done for the fragment? When what has been done for the fragment is complete, what will allow the fragment to go home? Do you see how complex this is? When you have reached the inner saboteur, it is as if you have fragmented a fragment that was already substantially fragmented. So, there are many moving energetic pieces to begin to piece together to make the energy whole again.
For transmutation to occur, the first thing the personality needs to do is to call on the inner saboteur. Anyone can do this by asking on the inner, who inside of me sabotages my success? They will come forward and you will feel them come forward in a space within the body. If this is clear to you, then focus on the space in the body they have made themselves visible and send it love. As you send that part of the body love, ask these soul fragments, what behavior have you had that has been so offensive to their quest for freedom that they are beginning to sabotage you? You will get an answer. Honor what you hear. We will repeat that because it is very important. Honor what you hear. Why? Because the high self would not have allowed the sabotage to move forward if there was no learning for you. So, you are complicit to the inner saboteur. No matter how difficult those things you are hearing, hear them. For in hearing them, you partially transmute the inner saboteur. So, that is that.
The next thing that needs to be done after you hear them, is you need to take tangible actions in your life to prove to the inner saboteur that you are no longer empowering soul fragments that are so devastating to their quest for freedom. For example, if the inner saboteur says that they sabotage you because there is substantial people pleasing in your life, then stop the people pleasing. Next time you have an urge to curry favor towards someone, recognize it and if you can, stop it. The recognition is the first step to transmutation. The stoppage of the action, is the next step, which is release of the energy. Address all the concerns of the inner saboteur in this manner, and the invisible blockages in your life that has had tangible effects will begin to be in flow again and your life will change quite dramatically because the release of the inner saboteur is a really substantial release for anyone.
Xavier: What happens after the transmutation and release of the inner saboteur?
X: As has been said earlier, the inner saboteur is a fragment of a fragment. After you become aware of what the inner saboteur needs, then you need to begin to integrate the root fragment. We are calling the root fragment the original fragmentation. What do they need from you to be integrated from the whole? What beliefs, patterns, or identities need to be shed so they can move forward in ascension? Ask them and they will answer. In asking these questions, you will begin to understand the connection of the root fragment to the fragments that are the inner saboteur. When you feel soulfully complete as to the transmutation and release of all beliefs, patterns, and identities that no longer serve you, you will begin to feel your freedom flow in your life.
Metatron: What does freedom look and feel like?
Seraphim: When all fragments have been integrated, many of you will begin to experience true freedom. True freedom feels like having flow in your life. It is an inspired life. It is a life that is lived from one’s soul center. It is a life in which joy comes easily and love flows naturally to and from you.
Metatron: Why does transmuting the inner saboteur often lead to true freedom?
Seraphim: Often times, though not always, the inner saboteur is one of the last fragmentations to be released before a human embarks on a life of true freedom. Now, we caution that true freedom does not mean that there are no longer soul lessons. What we are calling true freedom is that state when the channel that you are is so unrestricted such that there is a natural flow of energy within you.
Xavier: Any last messages before we close this message?
Seraphim: You are loved. You are loved. You are loved. Tell this to yourself. Tell this to your inner saboteur. Tell this to the root fragmentation. Love is often the anecdote to many soul fragmentations because to infuse love into any energy is to send that energy to its highest possible ascension. So, give love to the fragment so that they may learn how to receive it. And, so it is.
Metatron: We want to thank the channel for persisting in completing this message. We must give her a break for she is running out of energy as she releases rapidly and upgrades beautifully. We are with her sending her love and we are with you all sending you love. Call on our energies for support and it will be so. And, so it is.
