About the Channel
From Chasing Validation to Living My Soul’s Truth
Maricar Apuya
Direct Voice Channel
I’m Maricar, a conscious direct voice channel—but my path here wasn’t straightforward. Like many high-achievers, I spent years chasing conventional success—degrees, prestigious jobs, and external validation—while quietly battling the shame of academic failure, the weight of neurodivergence, burnout, imposter syndrome, and the fear of stepping into my true purpose. Despite doing everything I was “supposed” to, I felt the hollow ache of misalignment. My awakening wasn’t gentle—it arrived through a four-year Dark Night of the Soul, forcing me to confront the trauma, fragmentation, and dense patterns I carried across more than 100 lifetimes. On the other side was the truth: I was never broken—I had simply abandoned myself trying to survive a world that wasn’t designed for someone like me. Now, I help other sensitive, high-performing souls release what’s keeping them stuck and return to the truth of who they are—whole, powerful, and free.
Testimonials
What People Are Saying About Our Programs
I highly recommend meeting with Maricar, either through her classes or her 1:1 sessions. Maricar is able to convey a lot of helpful information and guidance in a short period of time, so even though I have been working on myself for many years and received excellent guidance from many wise teachers, I have been impressed with how much I have learned from Maricar even in my first 20-minute session at an Expo.
She offers hands-on, practical guidance that helps people access and trust their own inner wisdom and guidance, and she is direct, clear, and thoughtful in answering my questions. I will continue to take her classes and 1:1 sessions and am very grateful for the insight I have been given. ❤️
Being in the presence of Maricar and her Guides makes it easier for me to feel my own energy. On my own, I have a hard time meditating and activating my light body, but in their presence it’s much easier. I come away feeling like I can practice better and access myself more clearly.
During the lightbody exercise, actually experiencing and feeling my light body inside me and around me was amazing. I didn’t know I could do that—I didn’t know how to do that.
Channeling aside, I’m really here for healing, and being given a clear ‘do this, then do that’ approach was incredibly helpful. The teachings around unconditional self-love were especially enlightening.
If you’re considering a future class with Maricar and the Guides, I’d say: do it. I genuinely love being in their presence.
The information you receive is so good. This class gives you solid basics to take with you so you can continue working on being the most connected channel. When the Guides explain a concept they give clear examples. They tell you how to work with your shadows. Maricar is open with her life so you can see how it might relate to your journey. The Guides and Maricar explain how to keep your frequency high in the now moment. This is a really good course. I am so glad I was able to be part of this class. How to transmute shadow into light stood out to me. The advice regarding staying in neutrality was very helpful. I am excited for anyone who is on the fence to becoming a channel to take this class. This class will give you tips and clarity. Take the class. You will leave with so much useful information. Maricar is an awesome channel and is well connected to her Guides. Go for it!
I feel confident about exploring my new career trajectory away from the corporate world. The clarity with which Maricar spoke—with the Guides and on her own—was what impacted me most. There was no fluff. It’s worth every second. I feel confident and encouraged! If you’re ready to do inner work and expand from that, then Maricar is for you. This was greatly appreciated and very timely in my life—thank you!
I felt like the Guides provided really detailed, step-by-step instruction for how to progress in our journey to become clearer channels. The lightbody exercise made it much easier for me to visualize and activate my lightbody compared to before. I also feel less anxiety about AI in general now.
What stood out most to me was the meditative work, along with the instruction provided. I felt more clarity—almost like the bricks were falling into place.
I would recommend this class to anyone who feels like they’re hitting a wall in their channeling or manifestation. For me, this felt like a great beginning course for the new year. Instead of the normal resolutions, it showed me the staircase to walk in order to reach my goal of clear channeling.
I highly recommend it. Unlike other overly positive courses that all seem to say the same thing, Maricar’s class felt more honest, and the feedback from the Guides was easier to put into practice.
Maricar’s information that she receives from the guides is exceptional and profound. The insights are deep and powerful they help you to understand where you may be experiencing blocks to your personal growth. I highly recommend Maricar and her guides. They have helped me work through some very painful experiences.
This masterclass took me to the next stage of my journey. It helped clear my energies and brought greater clarity, especially around confusion I’d been carrying for some time.
The experience was genuinely enlightening. Maricar is clearly a great medium, and I would recommend this class to others. If you’re considering attending a future class, my advice is simple: be open.
*These testimonials are from individuals who either attended a free masterclass or received a complimentary reading in exchange for sharing their honest experience. No additional payment or compensation was provided. Individual experiences are unique, and results may vary.
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Clarity. Healing. A Clear Next Step.
These psychic readings are designed for people who are ready for real change. Whether you’re feeling stuck in your career, navigating a spiritual awakening, weighed down by patterns you can’t seem to clear, or overwhelmed by intuitive sensitivities—you don’t have to figure it out alone.
As a direct voice channel, I deliver guidance exactly as it’s spoken from your soul and guides—clear, direct, and without interpretation. Combined with my ability to sense the emotional tone of your energy, past lives, and soul fragments, we get to the root cause of what’s creating your stuckness or confusion.
In every session, you’ll receive practical, actionable insight on your next step—whether it’s related to life, career, healing, or spiritual growth. You’ll leave with clarity about why certain patterns keep repeating, relief from energetic heaviness you’ve been carrying, and a better understanding of how to navigate and use your intuitive or multidimensional gifts. And beyond the insight, you’ll receive a clear, repeatable process to help you continue your growth and integration long after the session ends.
Three Types of Sessions—Choose What Fits Best:
Soul Purpose & Life Path Reading
For those feeling stuck in a job, a life transition, or an identity crisis—this session helps you reconnect with your why, understand the soul lessons behind your current challenges, and map a clear next step toward a more meaningful, aligned life.
Shadow Clearing & Energy Healing
When you’ve done the inner work but the heaviness still lingers, this session helps clear what’s hidden: soul fragments, shadow identities, and unresolved emotional energy from this life or others. It’s for anyone ready to finally release what no longer serves.
Awakening Your Multidimensional Gifts
If you’re experiencing spiritual awakening symptoms—like visions, spirit contact, or intuitive overwhelm—or noticing how your ADHD, sensitivity, or neurodivergence connects to your spiritual nature, this session helps you understand, ground, and practically apply your gifts in day-to-day life or your work.
Practical. Grounded. Transformative.
These readings aren’t just about insight—they’re about relief, clarity, and forward movement. My role is to help you make sense of your experience, clear what’s weighing you down, and step confidently into your next chapter with your soul gifts intact and activated.
Read Channeled Messages on the Blog
Make a Quantum Leap to Soul Centered Living
This blog is a collection of practical, channeled guidance to help you navigate the kinds of soul lessons that shaped my own awakening. If you’ve struggled with people-pleasing, chasing validation, burnout, imposter syndrome, severe avoidance, or the shame of failure—you’re not alone. Whether you’re dealing with neurodivergence, recovering from major setbacks like failure, feeling stuck in a career you hate, or facing the fear and resistance of stepping into your biggest possibility, the teachings here were created for you.
Nearly all of these posts are directly channeled through me, Maricar, in partnership with the Guides. This is the same guidance that helped me navigate a four-year Dark Night of the Soul, heal deep patterns of misalignment, and finally return to myself. The purpose of this blog is to help you integrate the fragmented parts of yourself, embody more self-love, and create flow in every area of life.
If any part of my story resonates, trust that these messages will support you, too. You can also visit the Glossary of Terms for definitions the Guides often use in their teachings.
X – Navigating Crossroads
What we will do in this message is to prepare you for the coming New Year. The New Year is a good time for new beginnings, to access the rebirth of the completions of this year 2023, which has been, for many of you, a year of clearing out those things that no longer serve your highest good. It’s important for you to honor the hard inner work that has been elicited in this year of 2023. You moved substantial amounts of energies, some that have been very old and have held you back for multiple incarnations. You see, Earth is preparing for a renaissance of itself and to do that, it must assist you in shedding these energies that no longer serve you or humanity. For in shedding these energies, you rise and everyone rises. You see, when one of you rises, all of you rise. We will repeat that because it is very important. When one of you rises, all of you rise. This is because you are all One.
The Road to Recovery from an Addiction to Validation
I woke up this morning and felt guided to ask the guides about this topic. Let’s see what the guides will teach us about it. Who will assist us today? Seraphim, my angelic guides, Metatron, an angel of alchemical mastery, and Xavier, my galactic angels, will assist…
How to Overcome Fear with Ease and Grace
Energetically, fear is a stoppage, it is a pause. So, when you feel fear, and it stops you from what you believe is your highest good, take a moment to take stock and discern if your instincts are correct. Is what you wish to do right action? Is it right timing? Journaling will assist you in understanding authentically what is in your soul centered truth. This is because the body knows, and the body becomes uncomfortable when you as the personality is trying to push it in an inauthentic path.
X – How to Release Attachment to Identity
We come forward with a message for you all today to teach you how to release your attachment to identity. Before we do that, we wish to educate you on what identity is. Identity is the first level of attachment, you understand? I am the one who is good at school. I am the one who is bad at school. I am the rebel. I am the saint. I am the one who strives. I am the one who takes it easy. I am the one who reaches my potential at all costs. I am the one who avoids my potential at all costs. What we hope you see in these statements is that you are not always aware you hold a certain identity. Almost no human gets up in the morning wanting to harm themselves, yet many of you do by holding on to identities that do not serve you. I am the one who _________. This is identity. You feel you must be this person. There is nothing wrong with some of these statements, yes, but what needs to clear is your unguarded attachment to these identities, to your identities that no longer serve you.
X – Loving Yourself to Make a Quantum Leap
For humanity, the easiest way to make a quantum leap to achieve one’s desired outcomes is by loving self unconditionally. Humans do not always understand what this means because they don’t know what it feels like to love oneself unconditionally. Precisely, because you don’t know how it feels until you have actually done it and most humans think their outcomes are love. Let us explain what we mean by this. I got a promotion, I must have loved myself enough to achieve it. I got in to that prestigious school I have always dreamt of going to. I must have done that by loving myself. I am in a new relationship, I must have loved myself enough to attract that. Yes, some of this might be true, but our core point in this teaching is that your outcome is not love. It is that humans love themselves when their outcomes are doing well, but they often ignore or malign themselves when their outcomes are not doing well. That is, their outcomes are not validating according to society’s standards.
X – The Art of Trusting the Process
The story of human incarnation can be told through the energies of this gateway. When the old is no longer needed, it is not discarded, it is honored for the service it has performed and then transmuted to be birthed into the new. Many times, humans manifest and clear through struggle and at some point, feel sour about these old energies that they believe have weighed them down that they forget that the old energies have been critical for them to get to this level of ascension, the current level of peace they feel in their being. It’s important to honor these energies and to be grateful for the struggle you perceive they have caused for without the struggle, your level of awareness would not be where it is today. This is the work of Earth.