About the Channel
From Chasing validation to Living My Soul’s Truth
Maricar Apuya
Direct Voice Channel
I’m Maricar, a conscious direct voice channel—but my path here wasn’t straightforward. Like many high-achievers, I spent years chasing conventional success—degrees, prestigious jobs, and external validation—while quietly battling the shame of academic failure, the weight of neurodivergence, burnout, imposter syndrome, and the fear of stepping into my true purpose. Despite doing everything I was “supposed” to, I felt the hollow ache of misalignment. My awakening wasn’t gentle—it arrived through a four-year Dark Night of the Soul, forcing me to confront the trauma, fragmentation, and dense patterns I carried across more than 100 lifetimes. On the other side was the truth: I was never broken—I had simply abandoned myself trying to survive a world that wasn’t designed for someone like me. Now, I help other sensitive, high-performing souls release what’s keeping them stuck and return to the truth of who they are—whole, powerful, and free.
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Are you ready to be your soul centered self?
Clarity. Healing. A Clear Next Step.
These psychic readings are designed for people who are ready for real change. Whether you’re feeling stuck in your career, navigating a spiritual awakening, weighed down by patterns you can’t seem to clear, or overwhelmed by intuitive sensitivities—you don’t have to figure it out alone.
As a direct voice channel, I deliver guidance exactly as it’s spoken from your soul and guides—clear, direct, and without interpretation. Combined with my ability to sense the emotional tone of your energy, past lives, and soul fragments, we get to the root cause of what’s creating your stuckness or confusion.
In every session, you’ll receive practical, actionable insight on your next step—whether it’s related to life, career, healing, or spiritual growth. You’ll leave with clarity about why certain patterns keep repeating, relief from energetic heaviness you’ve been carrying, and a better understanding of how to navigate and use your intuitive or multidimensional gifts. And beyond the insight, you’ll receive a clear, repeatable process to help you continue your growth and integration long after the session ends.
Three Types of Sessions—Choose What Fits Best:
Soul Purpose & Life Path Reading
For those feeling stuck in a job, a life transition, or an identity crisis—this session helps you reconnect with your why, understand the soul lessons behind your current challenges, and map a clear next step toward a more meaningful, aligned life.
Shadow Clearing & Energy Healing
When you’ve done the inner work but the heaviness still lingers, this session helps clear what’s hidden: soul fragments, shadow identities, and unresolved emotional energy from this life or others. It’s for anyone ready to finally release what no longer serves.
Awakening Your Multidimensional Gifts
If you’re experiencing spiritual awakening symptoms—like visions, spirit contact, or intuitive overwhelm—or noticing how your ADHD, sensitivity, or neurodivergence connects to your spiritual nature, this session helps you understand, ground, and practically apply your gifts in day-to-day life or your work.
Practical. Grounded. Transformative.
These readings aren’t just about insight—they’re about relief, clarity, and forward movement. My role is to help you make sense of your experience, clear what’s weighing you down, and step confidently into your next chapter with your soul gifts intact and activated.
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Make a Quantum Leap to Soul Centered Living
This blog is a collection of practical, channeled guidance to help you navigate the kinds of soul lessons that shaped my own awakening. If you’ve struggled with people-pleasing, chasing validation, burnout, imposter syndrome, severe avoidance, or the shame of failure—you’re not alone. Whether you’re dealing with neurodivergence, recovering from major setbacks like failure, feeling stuck in a career you hate, or facing the fear and resistance of stepping into your biggest possibility, the teachings here were created for you.
Nearly all of these posts are directly channeled through me, Maricar, in partnership with the Guides. This is the same guidance that helped me navigate a four-year Dark Night of the Soul, heal deep patterns of misalignment, and finally return to myself. The purpose of this blog is to help you integrate the fragmented parts of yourself, embody more self-love, and create flow in every area of life.
If any part of my story resonates, trust that these messages will support you, too. You can also visit the Glossary of Terms for definitions the Guides often use in their teachings.
Video Trailer – How to Overcome Poverty Consciousness
This is a channeled course that will teach you how to honor yourself to overcome a perpetual feeling of lack and stuckness in your life. Watch the video for a message from the guides on who is this course for and how it will benefit participants. To sign up for this...
How to Believe in Yourself When You Don’t
Energetically, how does it look like when you believe in yourself when you are accessing the fifth dimensionary aspect of self? Imagine that your body is light, because it is. When you believe in yourself, the lightbody begins to morph into a kind of vortex, a channel. This is because when you believe in yourself, when you are standing in your power and that power is in your soul centered truth, the lightbody can be programmed to rapidly manifest synchronicities into your life. When you believe in yourself, the lightbody literally becomes a magnet of creation.
X – The Art of Forgiveness
This is when we teach about forgiveness, true forgiveness. How do you forgive? Let us begin by what you are taught on the earth plane. On Earth, as humans, you are taught that the husband needs to forgive the wife. Understand why this works. This works because as the husband forgives his wife, he is really forgiving himself. When he forgives her for acting on their shared attractant, he is really forgiving himself. This is a much slower way of forgiving than what we are about to teach you.
Video Introduction – Becoming the Biggest Possibility of You
This is a masterclass in soul-centered living. This is the second course in our Awakening Through Self-Love Series. Recommended Co or Pre-requisite: A Course in Self Love This course builds on what was learned in A Course in Self-Love. It has a special emphasis on...
X – Finding Joy Within
What we wish to teach you all today is that this feeling of joy comes from unconditional self-love. The more you love yourself unconditionally, the easier it is for you to feel joy. When we speak of Joy, we are speaking of that space where you hold the All That Is in the highest vibration you are capable of. This means that you do not hold anything in judgement. You hold it, instead, in unconditional love.
Video Trailer – A Course in Self-Love
This is a trailer for an online course in learning how to unconditionally love yourself. The course channels Jacqui, who are a collective of archangels who specialize in self love. To sign up for this course, click here. When we love ourselves unconditionally, we...






